The Divine Within
Alejandro Rodríguez
Once,
we had unfettered access.
There was no separation.
No distance.
At any time,
we could breathe
the power of connection.
Of knowing
that the “more than us”
was also in us.
We were safe.
Secure.
Home.
Then.
Over time.
The connection faded.
We didn’t notice at first.
Tears blurred our vision.
Calluses deadened our touch.
The memories waned
and our bodies forgot.
Our hearts hardened.
Our minds drifted
to less important matters.
A patina frosted over
the warm, comforting glow.
The once rich luster,
dulled.
Scars grew over
that sacred space.
Indifference bred apathy
which bred hate.
Even self loathing.
Our sense of true self
was lost.
Almost.
One day,
a hand
rested on our shoulder.
An unexpected
act of kindness.
A gaze
that touched something
so deep,
we remembered.
We remembered.
It was so fleeting
and yet so natural.
So familiar.
We were curious.
And uncertain.
And so,
a new adventure began.
We chipped away at the scars.
The gunk.
The plaque.
It was scary
at first.
It was messy.
What would we reveal?
It was buried
so deep.
We hadn’t been there
in so long.
Foreign yet familiar.
But something beautiful happened
as we chipped away the plaque.
More of the Divine in us
revealed.
The Divine was not
some distant thing.
The Divine was not
untouchable.
As more was revealed,
more of us was revealed.
The mask slipped away.
Our truth
became known.
To us
and to others.
And it was beautiful.
A geode cracked open.
Even in the solitude
of the inner work,
we knew we were not alone.
The journey became less daunting.
Less certain and yet more welcome.
No longer did we need to fear
what we would reveal
as we chipped away.
We were becoming free.
Healed.
Whole.
We were on our way home.